I think i just can do nothing

I really hate myself!
Really,really,more and more!
When friend feel disappointed or unhappy,
i also cannot feel it.

Even a friend also cannot feel it,
how u wan to be a monitor?
I still remember,
u have tell many person you wan do a BEST monitor,
but now?
Even a unusual or other things else also cannot feel it.
TOH WEI LUN!
You are the person who i see it most LOUSY in this world!!!

Rubbish TOH WEI LUN!
Don't be a fool more pls!
Be a people who can let friend depand on your shoulder!